Friday, November 11, 2011

- will I ever be -


I try so hard.
I want it so bad.
But no matter what I do, I just can't get there...
The fighter in me says "just keep trying, you have to keep at it"
But that fighter in me is getting weaker...
I'm starting to think I have to just accept mediocracy...
...the mediocracy that I am.
It seems to come so easy to some people.
I'm jealous of those people, because for me, it does not come easy at all.
Am I being to hard on myself? Maybe.
But maybe not...will I ever be like those people I admire?
Will I ever have that talent that I lust after?
Will I ever be?


9 comments:

Tori Baldridge said...

It has to be hard, that's what makes life so BEAUTIFUL! You can do it all I know it :)

Vivian said...

There will always be someone "better." But you are you and you are PERFECT with what you have! On another note: never give up and persistence is the KEY!

P! said...

To put it simply: You got it goin' on!! And a fabulous family- that speaks VOLUMES in MY mind.

Anonymous said...

You have no idea how perfect you are. you are waaaaay to hard on yourself. Pot calling Kettle, I know, but seriously, give yourself a break. What you aren't recognizing is that you are the one everyone else is looking at and saying to themselves, "why don't I have what she has?", "I wish I had her natural talent.", "I'm so jealous of her beauty.", why does it come so easy to her?
- I love you.

Natalie said...

You are AMAZING, period.

Denise said...

Kyna I love you to pieces!! You are perfect just the way you are! Love you girl ♥

KERRY said...

We all like you for who you are and for what we see...

Erin said...

This post broke my heart to know you may feel like this. You are Fearfully and wonderfully made. None of us are perfect and never will be. YOU are enough my friend...thank you for being an inspiration to myself and others. We are blessed to be able to read your words :) love!

Nina said...

"Anonymous" put it perfectly. YOU my friend are amazing. But I can totally relate to those feelings of inadequacy or not measuring up to my personal best or anyone's best for that matter! I think it's the plague of the talented. Or just being a human. I haven't figured that out yet!

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